Ok I admit it. I never expected anyone to read this thing or, gasp! actually follow it. I was shocked and a little tickled to post my 20th blog today . It feels sorta strange reading them and remembering those moments like they were so long ago even if it has only been days. That is just how life is in this house, we don’t do regular speed, it is fast-forward all the way baybee. Have to keep on moving on because no one has time to sit and wallow, we have appointments, counselors, therapists, baby and me classes, school- life man, we have lives to live and sometimes it sucks so badly then it goes right back to being what passes for normal here. Now I am no expert, but I think that is called rolling with the punches.